above difficult

im done with bio.all i can think of rite now is a B for this subject.it was above difficult.n i've calculated my gpa n cgpa if i were to get a b for this subject.honestly, it was frustrating =( this is not how i want things to end.

told some ppl that im freaking out to knw that i cant cover all chapters within 5 days of gap.yea, maybe for them, its heaven but believe me, bio for part 6 is aint no joke man.memorizing from the most basic kingdom which is virus to the most complicated animalia will make u go crazy.memorizing their confusing life cycle is another story.

we've not been sleeping like a normal human being with the 6 hours of sleep cycle since a week ago.theres no such thing as "i want to sleep". theres always a "baca sampai tertido".we forced ourselves to the max yet, we are'nt able to stuffed everything in our rocking memories.damn it.

they said, "ala, cakap je mcm tu.nnti dapat A jugak". this time around, im being "anyssa". i knw myself well enuf.believe me when i said "i cant go any further or faster" coz i knw "anyssa"

"to knw more about you is something that i always want to.but im afraid to share my side of story.so let it be this way."

present

someone's going to get this as his birthday present!

happy birthday, zulhasnan. i love you

electric

01. Who was your last text from?
UiTM Cg Syg

02. Where was your default picture taken?
National Zoo

03. Your relationship status?
I'm committed to someone.but we're not lovers.we compliment each other.hw bout that?

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yea, but no regrets.

05. What is your current mood?
Tired.Its coming to an end.

06. How many siblings do you have?
2 sisters and a brother. rindu =(

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
With only one single word.Nadhira, Ilyas n Yasmin.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
At Redang Island, taking scuba diving license.Icang just cant stop telling me his experiences. *jealous*

09. Have a crazy side?
Yea, ask rara, sit n j. They're having a free concert every night.correction, all the time =D

10. Ever had a near death experience?
No. I dun wish to have one.

11. Something you do a lot?
Studying n on9-ing.

12. Angry at anyone?
Now? nope.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
We never discuss bout this anyway.so it doesnt really matters,rite?

14. When was the last time you cried?
2 days before my ETR presentation.I cried badly. It was sooo 'anyssa' when she was in 1st semester =)

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Myself, cause i am a selfish bitch, I'm done putting others before me.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
I wish that i can tell u that "sebenarnye...silap type kot"

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Let me check my phne first. Coz i've been neglecting my phone lately.Its jannah, btw.She asked me whether i park my car at the college parking lot or at the main parking lot. It was only a 10sec conversation.

18. What is your favorite song?
Mati Hidup Kembali by Butterfingers. Icang made me listen to this song over n over again. Its a good piece.

19. What are you doing right now?
Bio bio bio.Reading.

20. Who do you trust right now?
My best companion. J, nan n icang. In fact, cg n j knew more secrets than nan.ngahaha.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
MNG.This t has been downgraded as baju tidur.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Yes!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Muzamir, Azhar n Azreen.

24. Describe your life in one word?
Above average! hahahhaa

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Now..The 5 am old man =)

26. What should you be doing right now?
Sleep. n wake up at 5am.

27. What are you listening to?
Electric by melody club. im a electric, i just want to dance, i wanna be loved by you.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Jannah

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
The biggest pain in the world.Nan

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
No. im good at hiding my feelings and act as if nothing is going on. But they said, i act differently -.-"

31. What is your natural hair color?
Darkest black that u can ever imagine.N im proud of it.Janah jealous!

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Siti.Bimboni.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Nan.told ya.the biggest pain in the world.dun blame me if u cant answer that simple question.n stop blaming me.put the blame on urself.

34. What do you hear?
iPod

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Nope, as far as I am concerned.

37. Do you have a best friend?
definitely a YES

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Yes

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
=) i just did one.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
many times. hahaha. living in jengka is like sneeking out from ur house illegally at 3 in the morning. or its like telling ur mum that u r going to ur friend's house but u went partying instead =)

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Pretty much.I'm going to graduate with flying colors =))

42. Are you currently jealous?
In a positive way, yes.Naim, sy sentiase jealous dgn awak.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
I dunt wear any of them

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Studying.i sound like a nerd.dammit! wait till next week ppl

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yes.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
i got bitten by idunnowhatkindof insect during f1 race and caused massive itchiness all over my body. Went to medec to ask for calamine lotion.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
2.30.again, studying.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
How bout more than a year? Y E S

its good to have you around

jay kay jay kay

sorry for lacking updates.been very busy for final exam.like seriously =(

talking bout finals, my last paper is on 8th of may.icang's last paper is on the 4th.nan's is on 7th.

part of me says, "cg, balik kelantan terus after paper k.boleh sy ber-webcam."
while another part of me wishes that "cg, teman la kterang smpai 8hb tu.moral support kan"

gonna miss you, you, you and everyone

my jay kay jay kay jay kay mood comes

birthday

i dont want to be the first to wish u happy birthday,
but i want to be the last person to wish u before u're 25 y and 1 day o.

dear nasir,

happy birthday
may god bless you

ur birthday present is in my mouth n will remain for another 1 month.haha.

happy belated birthday to fara dona as well =) u're super legal yo!

u

u for updates!its 7pm n i just woke up.rara n j r still sleeping.we've been sleeping like nobody's business today.after all the hectic days this semester, we deserve this' back to back sleep'.hahaha.woke up at 12pm, showered and went out for lunch.skipped bfast.and continue sleeping. plan of going to lubuk yu dgn icang sume has been cancelled due to rain.

less than a month to leave jengka.rara packed some of her clothes to bring home just now.leaving 4 baju kurung, jeans n some t-shirts.this is the moment that we've been waiting for.im sure to have a goodbye entry soon :( prying for the best for this sem.god, help us once again this time.

all pictures will be kept safely and its enuf to make me remember all the highs n lows moments here =)


at least i tau sape teman i pegi pusing2 without any specific destination when my 'breakdown' moment comes.

at least i tau sape nak ajak i pegi f1 n concert.n went barefoot-ing with me while dancing to jamiroquai's songs =)



at least i tau sape nak teman i travel.at least i tau sape nak teman i naik pentas n kicked the audience with our voice.hahaha.ra, u've made me go on that stage n sing with u =))








at least i can make random phne calls like "icang,sy dah smpai bestari.turun" or "ra, j n sit, jom teman i pusing2.i rase nak spend semua duit i"



or" sayaaaaang! nak pesan asam yg dalam kertas tu boleh? kat kelantan je best.nnti bawak dtg jengka, nisa bayar.xoxo. i miss you"










n last but not least."jannah, aku nak nangis"

last but not least..

awk, good nite =)

it's our day

"well presented.u guys left me with no question"

after all the late sleep, in fact there was this one time we slept at 7am and woke up at 10am. Thanks to our "troublemaker" ETR lecturer for creating this huge burden and problems. all dis while, we thought we were correct, untill we met en nazri n asked him to check our business proposal. anyhow, it turned out to be one of the best day in our life. with all the positive comments and others were i can say, 'peeking' from the glass door to watch us presenting and we are proud of it =))

after the presentation, d whole crew went to mentakab for the sake of mcD baby!craving mcD like a pig.hahaha.rara, i nak gambar!

3am is the new 11pm

only god can tell how tired i am rite now. physically and mentally =(

p/s: i love random phne calls esp from sumone that i've been waiting for.u even woke me up, eventho its kinda annoying but its better that sleeping like a pig up till 12pm kan.n when u told me that u diden reply my text msg the other nite bcoz there was sumting wrong wit ur phne, at least i knw dat u read my mgs ;) uih, bile nak on9 ni? x dapat pc lagi ke?

calculator is my new best friend

alive with adrenaline

there are 2 entries in 1 post.i'll start with the latest and hottest event on the planet =]

saturday n sunday

formula one sepang turned out to be a disaster one for f1 drivers and spectators but it was fun for me, yas n icang,at least. we had our own fun time, walking barefoot in the f-ing heavy rain.literally.here are some of the pics.we brought 2 cameras along.one is the main camera that we took most of our pics and the other 1 is during the rainy time.

told ya, i dun need paddock seat bcoz this is the best spot ever.there were more than 10 accidents at this area during that short race.

and we managed to grab the best spot as well.well equipped with plactics because it was wet and muddy.barefoot.

just before sic decided to stop the race.

hahaha.its not that i cant stand the rain but...

unlike icang n yas

during the after race party.guess what yo! jamiroquai is here in Malaysia.for the first time.
we spent almost 3 hours at the party n he was 'insanely' rocking on that stage.

pics below r specially dedicated to nasir.jamiroquai kirim salam sayang kat awak.be jealous sbb x dapat pegi!

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friday night n saturday morning

ok this another event which is pre-graduation dinner was held on friday night at vistana hotel, kuantan.the whole last semester students, part 6 to be exact, who registered for the dinner went there by bus.reached jengka around 3 am n rushed back to cheras immediately for f1 on saturday.

the whole crew.

sayangs.n rara was announced as the best student for diploma in science course.

right n left wings.

highs n lows

each devil n angel

lepak time.loves loves.it's coming to an end =((

for now...

i have a strong feeling that my next post wud be on pre graduation dinner n formula 1 sepang -.-"

till the next post.icang da smpai!

silent readers

hahaha im laughing my ass off n flattered at the same time.one of aizat's friend requested to be my friend in friendster acc.as i opened his page, i read aizat's comment sumthing like, " gle ah dapat cari blog nisa.asal aku cari x dapat"...ala comel la aizat.boleh je klu u tnye i trus kan. leave ur comment after reading =)

happy 1st of april readers *big smile*.someone's turning 21.the other person is 25 this year.n he's gonna celebrate his last year of 40s =)

u've changed dude.i dun know u anymore.fuckness-serious-shit.its like talking to strangers.u are'nt part of my wings anymore.