national service

my brother left for national service at kuala kubu bharu , selangor this morning. i was there 4 years ago but at a different camp. initially, he refused to go but we managed to convince him saying that it'll will be fun and try to put all sorts of positive words and encouragements in his head. my parents sent him this morning and his girlfriend is waiting there as both of them were placed at the same camp. so i guess he's going to be a loyal and obedient boyfriend and vice versa. too bad, no love letters from secret admires like what your sister got =)

everyone would be surprised if i tell them that i survived in that 3 months of military-like program. based on my experience, it wasn't as torturous as some of you might think. i skipped lots of classes and stayed at the day-care ward pretended as if i'm having a stomach ache. i slept in classes and lied saying that i just had my cough syrup due to my bad cough. but you know, 'sepandai pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga', prepare for punishments. i had enough. such a bad example.

well, it is obviously a bonus point for you to impress your new crush. or at least it worked for me. all i can say is, been there, done that!

ambition

Last weekend, i received a text message from ain, one of my classmates.

Ain: nyssa, boleh tak you datang kfc esok 8am untuk shoot video untuk competition tu?
Me: 8am? I kat kajang lah you. 8am is too early for me. Boleh ganti dengan orang lain?
Ain : alright. Its okay. Dah ganti dengan kila.

I have to admit that i’m a lil bit selfish and did not help much throughout the movie making process but 8am on weekend? I consider 8am on Saturday is still the wee hour for me. Sorry sayangs.

And just now, i received phone call from suhaila, my adorable classmate

Suhaila : nyssa, boleh tak masuk telentime untuk family day sabtu ni. Nyssa nyanyi.
Me : ha?! Nyanyi? *I felt like my temporomandibular joints almost dislocate*
Suhaila : ala nyssa confident. Suara pun sedap. Please eh?

This time around, i cant help myself from stop laughing right after we hung up, su. I can accept it when she said im confident. I’m comfortable with microphone because i’m used to giving speech and presentations in front of big crowd. Practising my speech and presentation’s script infront of mirror is a must thing to do the night before my presentation.

When i was still a hormonal teenager, my one and only ambition was to be a newsreader and tv host. Don’t laugh. I used to take any newspaper infront of me and pretended as if i’m reading some sort of news on national television. Just like what you saw on tv with all those head nodding and body language. And my audience are families and friends. I wonder how they bear with me during that time. Hahahahaha. Believe me when i say that i chose Diploma in Mass Communication as my first choice for UPU application. Well, now i have to list it as my second choice as i’ve chose dentist as the utmost priority. Anyhow, i still pretended to read news sometimes though. Hahahaha.

I still remember how i used to sing for my roommates, jannah-siti nurkhaliza-rara back in jengka almost every night as if it was a huge concert. I ‘performed’ from my bed which was above j’s(double-decker bed) as the imaginary stage and they sat on rara’s bed as the sporting audience. They cheered for me and requested all sorts of songs from malay to English. you name it. Hahahaha.

But singing in public? Infront of probably 200 people? Hahahha. I doubt that. i don’t have the guts to do so. I still cant believe your phone call,susu(refer to suhaila). I cant sing, darling. Literally. Although singing and tv host-ing are both related to entertainment.

Now that i’ve chose to be a dentist, there is no turning back. First year is almost coming to its end and i scored good result for my oral biology 2 exam. Alhamdulillah. Its a good motivation for me to work harder and aim for the best. i’m looking foward for the next 4 years in a very positive way. Insyaallah.

p/s: you are right there infront of me but i still felt my heart skipped a beat, or maybe two :)

time out

class starts at 11am tomorrow. i shall update you with proper stories in the next post.till then :)

captured!

can you see that? love is in the air.

study

i'm having progress test tomorrow but i haven't even cover half of it. i decided to update my blog instead when i should tie-up myself at the study table.

though i rarely post anything regarding to my studies, these are something that i'd like to share with you guys.

blood pressure reading during practical

class attire

poor oral hygiene can lead to other medical problems because those bacteria in your oral cavity can penetrate into blood vessels and enter your blood circulation. so be careful with your daily diet and brush your teeth at least twice a day.

have a good day people.

mourning

she'll be back and socializing again

sleep

i have sleeping disorder nowadays. i sleep whenever i feel like sleeping. awake whenever my eyelids open. i'm sorry if i did not answer your phone calls or text messages because i usually set up my phone on silent mode when i'm sleeping. not that i dont want to talk to anyone. dont get me wrong.

as complicated as it can be

i'm back in this virtual life. hello and good evening everyone.

i can claim myself as a good listener and i have this curiosity to ask more and more question when that person is telling me his/her stories or problems. especially when it comes to something that i've never experienced or happened to myself. unfortunately, i'm not good in giving solutions to it or in other words, i'm not good in handling problems -.-"

happened to be, last night i met this guy/friend. i'm curious and interested at the same time when he excitedly told about his job and salary to us. of course, i wanted to know more about it because i dont have any experience in working field or whatsoever. i asked him lots of questions. surprisingly, he's 20. younger than me and he did not further his study and chose to work instead. he told me that he had to work because he needs money to help his family. he's from a broken family and lives with his dad who is critically ill and depends on him for house rent, bills etc. those are just a pieces of how complicated his life is.

and i cried (a good listener doesnt cry, right? okay anyhow...lets continue)

unfortunately, there's nothing i can do. i dont have money to solve his problems. i mean, not that much. i dont know any source or organization that he could ask for fund. all i can say is, 'masuk UiTM. murah je yuran. tak lebih dari 500. kolej pun dapat free. tiap-tiap hari ada rebate makan. then, apply la PTPTN, dapat rm2500. nanti terus tolak yuran. ada balance rm2000'. see how ber-semangat i am when it comes to UiTM. the place that had taught me about life . hahahahha dang! here comes my bimbo-ness!

i'm above lucky to have the life that i'm having now. i'm not wealthy rich but i got what i want. anything and everything, i can say. just a matter of time. i have few tricks and tactics to it, tho. heee. a good education and secured future although i'm an average student. and most importantly, a very loving and perfect family.

i have the utmost respect for those who had been through alot of challenges in life and successfully tackled it. u got my respect! because i dont think i can handle it if i'm in your shoes. hold on to your kites because He is testing you.

life is complicated