it's weekend

happy weekend world :)

i'm back in cheras now! this is the real damn home yo coz foods are everywhere in here unlike dmnsara. i can just have any without having to say things like, "i would like to have marble cheese cake" or "i would like to have mc value lunch chicken mc deluxe. medium eh. erm exchange coke with iced milo". anyhw, i love both :)

cg, can u just stay at one place so that we can hang out together? u're everywhere man. life's getting busier n busier each day. lagi la susah lepas ni.

chong, boleh x gerak kan sikit logik kau tuh. bo la sesat. dah la free2 bagi polis 50. lepas tu 1 hari nak emo. ofis kau dekat gile. nnti boleh la lunch lagi. kan kan kan?

atielia, babe im soo sorry that im like the busiest person alive. catch up with u when i have enough oxygen to breathe. heh

in cranky mood through the whole week. sometimes i dont feel like talking to anyone except j. sorry classmates. nnti kte bekenalan ok? i dont even remember any of classmates' name except a few of them. j's obviously.

im working on something right nw. so there will be times when u bump with me ALONE. without janah on my side. so kindly stop asking stupid question like, "sorang je?" or "janah mane?" it can be sooo annoying esp when i'm lost or having a bad bad bad mood. same goes if u bump wit j. stop asking her the same question.

it's good to knw that u're having a good life wit ur friends. evrything went well for the first week. i think. u're used to not asking me whre am i each nw n then. i'm always here when u need me. trust me.

i'm lerning you. take it slow n easy but NOT too slow. i got a feeling that tonight's gonna be a good good night :)

good food

in 20 mins

im sorry for being such a mia nerd. been busy with classes. sucks man. my class starts as early as 8.30 am and ends at 6pm every frigging day. i even have a class from 6pm-9pm n 11.30am - 2.20pm. weird eh. sumone has to hear me babbling every single night. heee.

missing everyone n i miss swimming session badly. icang, alang, payet nnti kte swim k? tggu nisa free skit. im so sorry that i cant catch up with u guys today. im dead tired. i miss our "rayban" at the curve day. hahaha

pics on what i've been up to.

pwtc : dive expo


baju tuu...

non-alchoholic

i'll call you

rindu :(

im on mobile

can i have more of this

this

this

this

this

this

and this

and definitely this one :)

i have no clue how both of u gt it but all i can say is congratulation. i miss those days but no regrets. u wanna play the game, i'll press the 'play' button. n now u're in our game. good luck!

n to my darling atielia, good luck with ur registration today. its gonna be an easy day if u know how to cut 90% of the lane. heh. im sorry for being such an uncivilized malaysian yday. blame icang. hahaha.

im gonna pass out soon. form this virtual life. gonna have a hot nerd life. heh. slalu cal ok? im gonna miss u :(

keindahan penantian

dear zahid

happy belated birthday superman

u knw how comfortable i am when talking to you aite?
our heart-to-heart talk :)

zahid : second from right
click on the picture to have a closer look on zahid

sumpah rase besalah gile sbb lambat wish. ok lets just think this way...erm... i wanted to wish u yday in the dewan but i was busy lining up n potong lane ;p n the stupid abg oc stopped me n jannah while icang n nan were already in a different dewan.

eh nmpk x nisa tunjuk lelaki hensem tu? rasenye pok ek nmpk. adrenaline rushed thru my veins. ngeh ngeh ngeh.

see u around, superman.

stabilizaing myself

it's 12++am on saturday now. in less than few hours, im going to uitm for a looong registration day. sigh. i hate waiting. can someone replace me n do all those stuff? my dad helped me out in almost everything. i just love it when my father knows how to treat this girl ;))

gonna make our first stop at cang's place. payeat is going as well. yeay. then to j's house n straight to uitm. n that is exciting yo. as long as j is next to me. hahahha. thank god that we're together again. my right n left wings.

no new clothes. nothing's new. unlike during my diploma days. knowing that im gonna be wit j all the time, i can be in my ugliest look ever. we dont have to impress anyone but ourselves. heh. there were at times we went selekeh gile n said to each other, "eh kau tak malu ke nak jalan ngan aku" n we laughed our ass off. in fact, we had our breakfast at the hotel's cafe with our pyjamas on :)

one of my friend introduced me to this song. warkah-bau. i cant really figure out which one is the song title and which is the singer. hahaha. dumb ass. now im addicted to this song. give it a try. ok i have to admit this. i rarely watch tv. movie lagi lah. just cant get myself to seat on the couch for 2 frigging hours. even a grammy award movies couldn't win my heart. hehehe.

i'm a boring person nowdays. keep on repeating the same routine over n over again. having the same meal in 3 days straight. put on the same shirt every two or three days coz im just too lazy to find a new clothes to wear. i did not comb my hair since i got back from kelantan. new pumps n dress are waiting for me but im just not in the mood to dressed up. how? is that some signal that my youth phase is fading away. oh noo... hahaha. ok ok ok esok pkai dress pegi registration boleh?

gonna meet some old friends definitely.cute guys would pump my adrenaline dan jiwa remaja ku. heh heh heh heh *evil laugh*

second chance

im warning u. in a good way. stop using my name. stop mentioning my name. just stop it. regardless on any matters. i know it's hard to make people around to believe in you for the second time.

it happened to me before. i've been given the second chance. not in love relationship. not in studies. but in LIFE. take that responsibility n proove to others. there's always some space for u to stand up again. it's a tough period but have a faith in urself.

crawl if u cant walk. walk if u cant run. smile if u cant laugh.

life is too short. love people around u. tell them that u love them. most importantly, thank god that u're still alive.

to cik fara dona,
selamat pulang ke jengka:) go fara go! senior kan? hahahaa

make love

i need distraction

good morning world...

haih i need distraction. more love perhaps.

yday was just not my day. im sorry for being so cranky. i wish u knew me better. more than any of my close friends. but u just gave me the signal that this is impossible. so i'm holding back from now on. too bad for you. no worries. i'm still smiling.

haih i need distraction. good food perhaps.

need to settle few things up today. tomorrow is the registration day for uitm students. it's gonna be a big and tiring day. being a smart ass, i haven't prepare any documents for tomowrrow. like nothing. literally. im gonna do it today. kalau sempat. im a last minute person. so take it or leave it.

haih i need distraction. shopping perhaps.

i dont give a shit bout this. all i want is, end the registration day with a smile. thinking that i'm a degree student now. i can imagine myself on saturday. my gasping for oxygen face. hahaha. dont wanna think bout monday n the upcoming semester.

haih i need distraction. maybe it's you.

i'm serious when i'm serious

three magical words

currently listening to jason mraz feat colby caillat - lucky.. i love this part...

and so im sailing through the sea
to an island where we'll meet

:)

except the 'best friend' word.. u CANT be my best friend today n my boyfriend on the next day. but u CAN be my boyfriend today n best friend the next day. if u notice, i would never call or introduce u as my "friend" if i have a crush on u or any feelings u name it.

see, there is other sweet song compared to 1234-plain white t's or love story-taylor swift. there are lots of other ways to express ur feelings rather than saying those three words straight in front of ur partner's face.

im gonna pass out soon.

nite world

ngeDive

perhentian stories..

basically it was a super short vacation. one night at perhentian. but it was fun tho. despite all the problems we had before going to the jetty, me n payet managed to had our own great time before nasir, alang, yaya n omar joined us.

we rent a kayak as soon as we arrived. yes, rite after we placed our bag in the dive shop n changed our clothes. kayak-ed non stop for 20 mins to the 540 steps wind mill hill n had our brunch up there. the scenery was breath taking.

540 steps up, 540 down. u do the math. twice in 1 day. again, u do the math here :) n that's the whole f-ing reason why i'm 'paralyzed yday' ...my legs hurt man.

have you seen me in a sweating like a pig pose?
here u go
just click on the picture, n u can see how sweaty i am. my hair was all wet man!
so dont call me spoiled

he's the man
penuggu pulau yg setia

alang n yaya

ummar n payeat

i went for 2 dives. d'lagoon n tanjung basi sites.

equipment check up

dive site : tanjung basi
bottom time : 51 mins
depth : 15m

few shoutouts..


payeat...

thank you for everything. from the first second i reached kelantan up till the very last second. xtau mcm mane nak ckp. thank you sbb teman. mek sa jate ko tino lonih? hahahah.. kte duk pulau cukup 5 hari.

uno, dos, tres, cua..i know i want me...u know i want me. pulau dop?



nasir...

there's always next time. it's not gonna be the last time. that's for sure :) keep my words. thank you sbb masuk pulau wlupon lambat gilee. kesian kat payet. awk masuk je, trus jadi 2 hari duk pulau.


alang...

tolong la.. nak baju tuh. beli 2 deh. plss :( im begging u. n bwak sijil skali. nak register sabtu ni. sorry x dapat teman dive. but i knw u had fun wit ur new bcd. awk masuk je, payet sero 0 hari duk pulau.

tell me why my name is david archuleta. ganoo?


yaya n omar...

great to see u both. pah ni make sure team derak pulau kte cukup 10 orang. tambah alias juara n jannah. yaya, u're gorgeous :)


icang...

i know u've tried so hard to make this happen but things did not turn out to be that way. it's ok. how i wish u could join us. teman sy dive. 1st dive sy sekoyo je ngan jenny. nmpk stingray besar gilo. n bnyk trigger fish. penat main elak2 ngan jenny.


perhentian island n kelantan...

i belong to these places. i'll be back. xtau bile but i'll go there again. for sure. i left my heart n memories there :)


mimin...

naaah.. i know u're not gonna read this. sorry kak nis xlayan mimin smalam. buat2 tido coz hail im dead tired n kaki kak nis sakit. thank you for the secret recipe. i love you, blood sister.

rindu semua

make me high

payet said, we're at bali :))
hari ke-5. hahaha

got back from perhentian yday. abundance of apologies for no updates because i was 'paralyzed'. sort of.

landed my butt at home arnd 9am n straight away to the shower. i slept from 9++ till 7pm. woke up for err dinner? n 2 pieces of cheese cakes n drove back to cheras. continued sleeping from 10.30pm up till wednesday 9am. how's that? heeee. tell me something i dont know darling :)

my legs hurt badly. sakit sangat. i cant walk like a normal adult mammalian rite now.

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ok before i start with more updates on perhentian island

i'd to start with few warnings...

1) i know someone is having a problem with cang's family. n obviously i'm on cang's side. u may read this blog for updates but i'm not gonna publicized anything. handle ur own problems.

2) i have lots of guy n girl friends. dont judge me by my photos. i have the right to upload any picture here.

3) i'm big enough to differentiate between enemies, ordinary friends, best friends, friend-for-benefit friends, crush and special boyfriend. again, u dont have to teach me or judge me.

4) when i'm into you, i'm not afraid to tell you bout my feelings because i'm sure of it. dont blame me. blame urself for making me fall in 'love'. this is general. im not pointing to any specific person.

5) if there's a 'i love you' or 'i miss you' shout outs to anyone, it doesn't mean that he/she is someone special to me. it can be anyone. i can hug u today n hate u the next day.

later...