fry-day

boleh x nak cakap dengan orang yg x menjerit? u just dont know how annoying is annoying u can be. that's why u're my best companion, my best friend n my best enemy. sometimes, it feels good to talk to someone else.

had my lunch with blacky tenten n bubu waran. random conversation with z. then dinner with jumper n blacky tenten. "nysa boleh x kau x jmpe aku sbulan start mlm ni" hahaha. mmg x la kan. n jumper lepak dgn kasut kulit nye. if u gt the clue, all i can say is congrats!

i THINK im a good driver. nothing else that could make me more proud than driving a manual car smoothly. tremendously smooth man although mcm TER kebelakang skit time kat bukit rasta tu. kan jumper? korang la buat lawak. hilang konsentrasi sy. cehhh. padahal...

im a lazy bump. if u're searching for any lazy creature on this planet, i think you should count me in :D

the truth is, i tell my close friends bout random things

random

morning everyone....happy friday

im up early today, arnd 7.30am coz i passed out at 9.47pm last nite :) sorry for not updating. staying alone here makes me wanna sleep all the time. going back to cheras or kajang either this evening or night.

going out for lunch later. probably wit icang si blacky tenten. ahaha. aunty na n yan are going to ou. dont feel like joining them coz i had enough last weekend.

just realized that i have no new picture. i move a lot. went to many places but without any picture.

i miss school. not because of the lectures. obviously. i wash my hair every morning pastu terus drive pegi class. malas nak keringkan so pegi class dgn blakang baju kurung yg basah :) n i miss that.

i miss school. not because of the classes. but i miss having the 'confuse moment' on choosing shoes evry morning. i have all my shoes with me in the car. put this on n put that off.

i miss school. not because of the smell of the practical lab. bleghhh the smell sticks to ur clothes n hair man. but i miss walking to the tower while eating sandwich.

im holding on to something that i'm not sure of it.

the truth is, i dont tell random people bout my life

routine

my daily routine started yday. u'll find me sleeping at 11am, 1pm, 3pm n even 7pm. i'm damn good at it.

so you said, mane msg?
n i replied, good morning
:)

gotcha

so you dont have the guts to hit me back even after all that we've been through just because you are still stuck at the old place?

you over judged yourself because fyi, i do not judge people

i have friends who're worse than you and i stick by their side

maybe that's the whole reason why you potray yourself as an anonymous here

so that i dont know your sissy identity

smart!

R.I.P Yasmin Ahmad. Al-Fatihah

theories

u knw how i love to create my own theory aite? i think one of my most authentic theory ever made which is that repeating num thingy shows that someone is missing you was proved wrong by cik fara dona when one of her relative passed away on repeating num. so x boleh pakai dah.

so someone else has his own theory too. he said that klu nak tau org tu pkai public phne ke phne rumah, try to total up the last two digits. if it gives you a total of 11, maknanye pkai public phne. which is totally wrong la si rabun oii. my house's phne number will give a sum of 11 as the last two digits are 9 and 2. 9 + 2 = 11. celah mane plak nak cari public phne mlm2 buta. theory apekah ni? hahahha. awal2 lagi kene reject!

the most ridiculous theory. if there're a girl n a boy going out together for a lunch, automatically ppl will judge them as 'in a relationship'. bollocks man bollocks. to make things worse, what if he goes out with another girl-friend on the next day? and what if he goes out with both girls on the next 2 days? u must be thinking that he's a womanizer rite? open up ur mind n see the world,kid. judge you own life before you judge others. gt that kiddo?

so moral of the story is jgn la percaya cerita dongeng. wtf? hahaha

menang lagi :)

bigger space

i have to let this go. u may read my blog. maybe u're my silent reader. seems like many of them prefer to be my silent readers than follower. i guess it's because they can judge my life secretly.

hey,

i miss our old times. the lepak routine. before the drama started. 2 years back maybe? before anyone entered ur life. before we started to ignore each other. it was awkward the other day, wasnt it? i hv to admit that n i keep on thinking how stupid i reacted when i saw u. my face expression n body language. shitt. pretending as if im busy talking with my friends. im sorry. u may feel the same way too. never crossed in my mind that it'll end up this way. ignoring each other when we meet is the hardest thing to do. honestly...

i'm happy for u. always will be.

sorry

oldies

i'm posting this entry using my old IBM laptop. n looking back at my old pics since er... form 5 kot makes me smile over n over again :) nothing's change man. seriously. from long to short hair, from straight to curly hair style n fron bangs to side fringe. but one thing remains is the color which is naturally black n i'm glad that i stick to that ;) n looking back at all those oldies pictures, at least untill 2007, i'm thankful to have such life. eventho i dont travel much but i guess i'm lucky enough compared to those who doesnt even have the chance to so.

oldies...

first day of class...July 2006

Hich Achievers Club event

bile eh babe? 2007?
baju tu pon da jadi baju tidur dah

meera sent me a text msg yday saying that uitm will be closed for one week. n she said, be prepared to have a pack schedule as it re-open n no hoilday for raya. a BIG big big possibility that i'm not going back to terengganu for raya. ciss. its been a year kot x balik :( gile. ade org sedih. hehehehe. kesian.

i have a week to cover all lectures that i missed. whoot whoot~

shopping is the best therapy after all. went to stadium melawati shah alam yday as there's a big sale on branded items there. bumped with few uitm friends with my short dress. heh sorry la i dari rumah okay. scored myself a nice big sized guess? handbag which i'm gonna use it for classes :) n 2 shades added to my collections. baru excited nak pkai bag baru tapi cuti plak.

running nose makes me wanna puke! urghh. to make things worse, i feel like there's 50kg of rock on my head. been sleeping the whole day. x larat. tolong la jgn demam :(

dont change

thirsty thurs

no class tomorrow. tapi be prepared to have a pack schedule next week ;p sooo i choose to sleep. which i think is the best choice for the time being. slept from 4pm-8pm dah tadi n i'm off to bed early tonight :D good night world...

sorry for lacking updates. i hv no life. weekends are the new weekdays for me. but i'm loving it day by day. no regrets. nanti lah ok?

i need to consume more fluid. dehydaration man!

easy come easy go

let's hope for the best

i'm not shifting. stay in what i'm taking nw. thank you evryone. loves loves loves. farah sofia, heee. sorry but i knw my limits. my brain cant go any futher. bukan x besyukur or give up but hopefully this is the best choice. im nt the type yg study all the time. honestly. at least im tryin nw ;) i knw medic demands lots of sacrification of times n i dont think i can handle that. hey, lets think this way, i boleh jaga dental department kat klinik u nnti :D semuarang ade rezeki n i hope this is my rezeki.

z, i dah start. u?
chong, i'm ur biggest supporter.

i wrote only 20% of my whole life here. tu baru 20% bukan 100%. so do not question bout my life coz i dont knw you n i dun tell bout my private life to public unless if u're close to me. u knw how to contact me directly n honestly i dont simply give away my phne number to strangers. it's my business to be in relationship with anyone pon. u are my enemy. so kenape nak sibuk life i pastu tnye org lain plak tu. stupid kid! anywy, u're nt invited so kindly get ur butt out of my page. thank you ;) tu la nama nye loyal enemy and stalker.

just in case u forgot

quick witted

forever 17

kau genggam tangan ku
saat diri ku lemah dan terjatuh

currently listening to my all time favourite song, sempurna by andra & the backbone. rara, kte nyanyi lagu ni time dinner hari tu. i ade video tu lagi. heeee. and u shud listen to this piece, Dan Tidurlah. another great song by this band. indo songs reflect my feelings most of the time.

last nite, i recieved a text msg from ain saying that there will be a meeting tonite at 8pm regarding on SAF(sukan antara fac). i dont have prob to drive from ttdi to s.alam but the thing is, sport is a big NO NO for me. and since there're only 30 of us, everyone have to take part. erk? me running 5km? i can imagine myself as a dog gasping for oxygen on that day.

there's only one person that wud understand this... atielia.

babe, time skolah dulu, 1 hari koko pon kte x penah pegi. merentas desa lagi laaa. hari sukan lagi lagi laaa...skang dierang suruh aku lari 5km? ingt x kte lari dari pn noreen menyorok kat pavillion sbb x nak pkai baju PJK? yg kte pegi hari kantin je sbb ade budak high school n nak masuk rumah hantu :D

luckily i gt national service that contributed 10 marks for co-curiculum during UPU application. but i lied all the time saying that i'm not feeling well la pening la n i baik dgn doc tu so boleh duduk kat ward konon2 sakit. so basically, i gained nothing frm there except collection of scandals. hehehe.

i'm gonna ask them if there's swimming comp ke x. if ade, i dont mind taking part in SAF ;)

p/s: jannah, i miss u :( we can survive eventho bitches are everywhere coz we're bitchier than them. kan kan kan?

run baby run