before it ends

lets post something...

i seldom talk bout something personal here.that's my principal yet still there's this one person out there who cant get enough of my story and make out shits about it.grow up lah sayang.u bet u have better things to do that viewing my page every now and then.

i dont know why i'm saying this but i hate my holiday. at least for this time.

-firstly, it's only for one damn week, yes i repeat ONE week. sat, sun, mon, tue, wed, thurs, fri, sat and sun and tadaaa class as usual.shittoo
-secondly, no vacation. i've planned for kelantan trip but canceled last minute.ada org yg marah but i'm trully sorry :(
-stop counting, no shopping treat. ok ni tak kesah sangat coz i can shop on weekdays.
-jalanjalan pun tak. that shit ruins everything. and i'm cranky because of that.

i think i'm tooo kind. nak jaga hati semua orang kalau boleh. sangat baik. teramat baik. pastu diri sendiri sedih. uhh i hate myself.

ok this is a cranky post. i may curse you now and hug you later. i need my beautiful sleep tonite. later. but on top of everything, december is a good good month.

f you

wrap up

happy december world

accept the fact that i'm no longer an active blogger. bahahaha. and suprisingly, i'm able to get myself out from this hectic virtual life. been in silent mode for almost 2 weeks.

boy boy boy. saya pun nak gambar juga :) much love for you. xoxo

goddess

im back!!!
:)
celebrated this holiday with a new hair cut
woot woot :D

for good

a date with books

sorry for lacking updates.been busy with my current bestfriend, books. planned to finish up oral biology module before tuesday so that i can start with basic medical and musculoskelatal module as soon as possible. bleghh enough with studies, girl. im running out of topic nowdays. a sign of no life? hahaha. u tell me. sayangs, postpone any of ur plans after my finals okay? tho i'm free for one week only -.-"

hiatus mode starts now! sampai bile? it's for me to know and for you to find out

oh btw, zahid, kwn awk dah botak! n yeah he looks good :))

with you i call it a date

heck yes

i pray that u'll live for another at least 2 years

so that u know when is the time to...

put on your fake eyelashes and thick black eyeliner
wear mini shorts and short skirts
wandering around with your sleeveless and brand new shirt
lepak and give room to the word 'study'.

this is random.

u might think that know nothing bout you
but the truth is
i know a lot about you
i wish i'd known you forever

so you believe in miracle?
show me that miracle

and i miss this.

heck yes!

stay strong

we might have plan but clearly,
He have better plans for you.

i will always remember you as a man with strong principles,
and how much your son adores you,
ba, thank you for accepting me in your family,
taking care of your son is not an easy task but you can count on me.

and to you, you're a strong man,
im proud when i saw you there to handle arwah,
to cang and chong, thank you for being there with me and make myself stronger.
zahid, bedot, kuyu, mud and yein.. thank you to you guys too.
and sayangs, thank you for those text messges.
though it cant change anything, but at least he knows that we are there with him

to cang, thank you. i know that i can count on you. with just one phne call, u were right infront of my house an hour later. seeing you handling jenazah. and along with chong during pengebumian, i cant ask for more. thank you from both of us.

may Allah bless you, ba
al-fatihah

autograph

it might be a stressful week for me but it is definitely a happy week for chong. a late night incoming text msg from him made me smile. i hv no idea whats the consequences of publicizing this in the future but i just feel like sharing it with the world.

11/11/09 time: 12.56am *setelah di alih bahasa. chong pandai ckp bahasa alien*

chong : nysa! loque butterfinger cal sy. sy dtrima masuk clas music dia. idola sy dari kecik lg tuh. on the phone dgn dia. nak gila dah rase ni. arghh! xtido aku

the rest of the conversation remains secret :))

although i was half asleep, the news woke me up and made me smiled. i know how much he adores this singer. he listens to their music all the time. all the time means all the time and repeatedly. just name any song and he'll grab the guitar/keyboard/drum to play the beats flawlessly. and he's frigging excited for the class.

chong, grab the oppurtunity. sbenarnya saya happy sebab ade org teman kat shah alam. hahahah. love you chong.

just grab it

quicky

why so serious?
chill laa

jumaat, tolong cepat sikit boleh?
raya haji, tolong cepat sikit boleh?

back to my hiatus mode
see you guys again this weekend

meatballs

active mode

boy's place

jannah sayang, rindu kau. lameee gilalala x jumpa
boy pun rindu. chong pun rindu. nan? boleh la. hahahaha
cang my lighter, lunch dgn saya please. bo la tidur je.

everyone's leaving soon. leaving me all alone in shah alam. damn. tolong balik lambat sikit boleh tak? at least smpai awal bulan 12. please :(

kelantan and terengganu. jangan banjir. sy ada plan besar ni. see you there :D bawak balik kereta kecik sikit. boleh saya drive

two different person living in two different world.

sleeps on weekdays. wakes up on weekend

new job

aaa benci
da jadi stalker balik
ingat dah stop
tapi mcm tak kan stop je kerja jadi stalker ni
bukan awak
tapi saya

indahnya ciptaan tuhan
bukan saya
tapi awak

terjatuh

z - a

during cang's convo. i was there for less than 20 mins as i have was rushing for lawatan ke kem kementah thingy to visit their dental clinic. sorry cg. u know i love you and happy for you.

happy faces

a - z

sorry for the hiatus. been up to soo many things this whole week. hectic schedule and poor internet conn. gotta make this a simple and short ones since this event was 3 weeks ago. without any further delay(ceh), i present these to you...

jannah j.s

this is for kak dayah. pn hafizah n nabila

happy faces

and when they start to get cranky...

yayayayayaya

bahril ilmi. i love you

brother sisters

the crew

and the party continues...

pictures with others and coursemates have been deleted to make this post shorter and to avoid any sore eyes due to high intraocular pressure ;p

next post on chang's convo. and i end this presentation with... thank you :D

clap clap clap

clubmaster

welcoming the brand new colorized clubmaster in my whitey.

dear wayfarer,
dont worry honey. u'll always be the apple of my eye and whitey's second boyfriend after j's bubu. lets give some love to clubmaster.

woot woot ;))

i'm your biggest fan,clubmaster

looking good

too little too late

sorry for the hiatus.

such a shit feeling when you are rushing for your 8am class every single day while others are still having their sweet dreams and beautiful nightmares on the bed.and the feeling as u walk in the empty fac is worse man. naaah gt to get used to it.

more pictures to come in the next post. this lets do it step by step yea. pictures from 'the candid camera'. hope this is not too late.

boy ringgo nan cang chong jannah j.s

you guys will always have a speacial place in my heart. the twins. adik and akak.

the forensicist. ija, tiqa and jannah j.s

so he brought along his robe for afternoon session.

through ups and downs. laugh and cry. heaven and hell

the survivor. thanks for coming sayang.

with puan hafizah. she's like my mom in jengka. back then.

chong,wawa and kak ya, gambar kte dlm cam merah. ni cam sy silver tu. cam merah belum upload. gambar dari cam yaya belum dapat lagi. tggu mek nah wi. deh? love you.

done. see you again in the next post. cik nisa, tolong la jangan hiatus sangat ;))

there you go... again

pop

she's on hiatus

seminar

HAVING OUR SEMINAR PRESENTATION TODAY THAT MARKS THE END OF ORAL BIOLOGY MODULE.WELCOMING MUSCULOSKELATAL MODULE.3RD MODULE FOR THIS SEM N STUDY WEEK IS WAITING NEXT MONTH.WOOT WOOT~ XSABAR TP KENE STUDY.LUCKILY EAST COAST STATES ARE HAVING MONSOON THESE 3 MONTHS.THUS SCUBA DIVING IS TOTALLY NT IN MY MIND.MONSOON APE EH?GEOGRAFI FAIL.HAHAHA.GTG.THE NEW PARKING RULES DURING CONVOCATION SUCKS MAN.SERIOUSLY.MAKES ME CRANKY FOR THE WHOLE DAY.

they call it blue monday

i dont usually write bout my daily routine here but i just have to let this out today. a bad bad day.lets get started..judge me if u want -.-

started my day with late arrival at the campus and found out that the management or wutever-u-name-it closed the parking lot next to civil engineering fac because they want to save those parking for convocation cars. uhh. dah tutp padang kawad tu dah la pak guard. xpayah la tutup parking i pulak. and the best part is im super late today! dangg. farah sofia was in the same situation as mine. both of us were 15 mins late for class and her face when she saw me walking down the road was like, 'mane? mane?' hahah.comel gile. pak guard, u've made me walk 300m to class instead of 100m like i usually did. kaki saya sakit panjat bukit tau! uhhh. gonna try 'illegal' parking like farah said near dc tomorrow.

ok then my carved tooth turned out to be a bad one. hahah. ngeng. n knowing anyssa, i gave up within a minute.

dr luay : anissa, what happen to yours?
me : *with a sad face* i have no idea dr. it's ugly. i dont want to do continue this. can i get a new block do dat i can do it all over again?
dr luay: no u cant have a new one. or else, u're going to take another one week to do it. continue now.still can be repaired.
me: no i dont want. can u do it for me? heh heh heh
dy luay: haih this girl. let me see.

yes. he repaired mine and ain did those curvatures. woot woot. and guess wut, it looks like a real tooth. i can be annoying at times. ke all the time? :))

then then then, j texted me and said she's free before 12pm and asked me if i'm free too so dat we cud collect our robe for convocation together. unfortunately, my class ends at 1pm. so we decided to collect it separetely. evrything went well untill i found out that i lost my payment receipt. smart ass kaknis. and again, i give up! yes again. yela dah cari 2 kali x jumpe, hilang la tu maknanye kan. luckily lea nak teman and she dragged me from one bank islam to another and collected the robe for me. sumpah aku sayang kau. hahaha.

those are part of it. the rest are silly tiny things. for instance, i shouted to lea coz i thought i lost my purse. so again, she did all the searching works in my car and found it. hahaha. kenapa kalau i cari je mesti x jumpe -.-" i misplaced my stuff everywhere man.

from one unfortunate event to another. and i feel loved baby. now i understand what is blue monday. hahaha. start judging, now :)

welcoming a new version of ipod nano to our family. it's nadi's turn this time. with a built-in camera for video recording in it. thank you zahid for being such a good good search engine. hahaha.

i discover more and more miracles of life everyday. only HE knows the reason why he created tooth in such way. i'm above thankful.

only god knows

wishes

here you go...

to chong
congratulation! im so proud of you. sokmo dengar awk ngepek boring la gapo, akhirnye habis jugak practical. x boleh la kte selisih kat ldp lagi. padahal x penah pun. hahaha. bermula lah rutin lunch mu ngan aku and pok chang. *ehemmeknahlunchngankteranghariisninandkamisehem* :))

oh lagi 1 chong, bukan xnak comment, tapi stuck kat word verification tuh. acuh mu try tgk skit. bakpo ayat tu jadi a)? bukan f) ke g) mesti ni benda pertama yg kau terfikir kan. serious kau kene lempang. hahahaha 'seringkali di langgar mitshubishi storm merah,but stil alive sehingga hari ni'

to atielia
babe! congratulations to you too. teruskan la impian aku jadi pembaca berita. hahaha. insyaallah aku dtg esok but if i cudn't make it, i want you to know that i love and proud of you. ok?

to rara
happy 21st birthday. sumone told me that he bumped into u guys at hartamas. i gues u had fun on ur birthday eve :)

to woody
happy belated birthday :)

good nite selimut merah

tag story

yes. gt gome early today after 2 weeks of super busy classes and practicals. it's getting more and more interesting as we started our tooth carving practical. hopefully it'll turn out to be a nice carved tooth since i dont have that 'artistic' gene in my DNA. heh.

ok lets do sumthing interesting today! tagged by cik fara dona.


1. copy award di atas & letakkan di blog anda...

2. nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang si pemberi award ni...

• jadi sgt2 excited bile jmpe die kat jengka dulu. mesti macam 'fara!!!'. menjerit tu wajib la kan. hahaha
• one of the first person that i linked to my blog
• oh just read her words and how she expresses her feelings. lovely ;)
• one of the brats like me that can survive in jengka. yes we can!
• xtau mcm mane boleh kenal but we tag along well. kan? heee

3. setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta @ hobi sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya...

• again, one of the brats that can survive in jengka. yes im proud to say dat.
• i dont write bout my private life here.
• i have more dress than jeans.
• one of the rules as u enter my car is, do not step on my shoes. i stuffed all my shoesss in my car.
  
• i want to be more like me and less like you.
• klu u nampak i dgn ipod and lagu sgt kuat, maknenye i tgh stress. so baik jgn berckp dgn i time tu.
• i have no problem to eat the same food every single day coz i only eat 'basic food'. the ordinary ones. even kambing pon i consider weird -.-"
• be patient when u want to tell me a story coz i might ask u to repeat the story all over again sbb saya sgt blur.
  
• im not dat smart.
• bring me to any place coz i love travelling. from the shabbiest to the heaven-est place. i dont mind. and cant wait for the next scuba diving session.
  

4. anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya
dan describe tentang mereka...

• chong
• boy
• zahid. yes wajib
  
• farah sofia
  
• fara dona tp u dah buat la pulak. cesss
• ryhaan
• nadi
  
• who else. you!
• everyone

ishh xde baju nak convo lagi. ah malas nak fikir. off to bed. lagi best :))

zzzzz

whitey

whitey
whitey
whitey

i just wanna tell you have lots of secret admirers
more than your owner ;)
dont kiss any car or let yourself to be kissed
cause i'm afraid that your secret admirers will run away
so be good yea darling

woot-day

i guess you are reading this coz lea said u've been searching for my page in myspace but unfortunately i dont have one. and she gave you my url address for this blog. welcome. if u nak baca semua entry, 1 hari pon x cukup kot ;p

well, it was nice to meet and know you. honestly, i x ingt u yg mane 1 time open house rumah lea tu. sorry. nnti kte lepak lagi. kesian lea asik kene foward msg. hahaha. bertambah lagi sorang kawan i dalam dunia ni :))

that one fine day

never too late

i know i owe you guys lots of updates on raya, birthday wish, dinner n etc.. ok now chill and lets do it one by one. its gonna be a simple update yea.

happy birthday to my troublemaker brother.

ilyas.may god bless you and good luck for spm though i never see you holding book.heh

i'll get u ur birthday present as soon as possible.

this was during adam's open house before he hits UK for another 1 year.

with adam's car at the back. hahaha

i love you. xoxo

thanks for coming. sape nak dtg rumah i for raya, come come come. just text me.

:))

right and left wings

majlis anugerah kecermelangan akademik, uitm jengka pahang. saw some familiar faces that nite. shaz, aizat, aisyah, amir, syed, putri and etc. uitm jengka has changed. new buildings and infrastructures in less than 6 month i left jengka.

shaz! hehehe. good to see you again.fight for your las sem and join me next year babe :)

paan and zahid
p/s: z, on9 ym eh. nnti i share photos dgn u.

once she makes it, she's there!

'im in class'updates

ITS GOOD TO SEE FAMILIAR FACES AFTER WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH.MET CHONG LAST NITE N THANK YOU TLG SY TYPE ESP PART CALCIFICATION.HAHAHA.SO HE SAID THAT SOMEONE GAVE ME A LETTER.IHV NO IDEA WUT ITS ALL ABOUT N I'M EAGER TO KNOW THE CONTENT.HEHEHE.N TO THAT ANOTHR PERSON,I'M HAPPY FOR YOU.SERIOUSLY.XKESAH PUN KLU NAK TEGUR N SAY HYE. GOING TO JENGKA THIS EVENING WITH ZAHID N PAAN. I HV LOTS OF PICS DURING RAYA BUT WAIT TILL I GET A PROPER INTERNET CONNECTIONTHIS WEEKEND. GTG. DR LUAY DARI TADI LAGI JELING2.HAHAHA.DRIVE SAFE AND SLEEP WELL.

goodbye

to you,

i'm sad when u said to her that i'm just pretending when we bumped with each other. if only u knw how excited and happy i am everytime i see familiar faces like u though it was just only for 2 mins. talking bout friendship, yes u can tell your best friend anything that u want but just tell him/her from A-Y. keep the Z to yourself. for your own good. maybe u dont know people that much. wait till you meet people with different attitude and behavior. then, u'll appreciate the word 'friendship' better.

maybe by ignoring you, is the best way to make you think that i'm not pretending. if it's the way to settle things, i'll try to close my eyes when i see you so dat i dont gt excited like i used to. i know it's hard but dont worry, i'll try. leave all the memories behind and start a new chapter.

keep it low. dont brag. u might fall badly one day. who knows. at least we know what we want in life and future. we've been together for so long. we knew each other very well. why do we have to have that jealous feeling shit toward u.

we have hard feelings toward you too. banyak. but we remain silent, not by repeating the same issue over and over again like you did. keep your mouth shut. y others think that we're the devil and u're the angle? simply because we keep our mouth shut cos only we knw the truth.

go ahead. i wish you, good luck and i still love you no matter what.

start from A
End with Y
Keep Z to yourself

:D

MY FIRST POST USING THIS PHNE.HOHOHO.BEEN ESCAPING TO LOTS OF THING THESE PAST FEW DAYS N I LOVE IT.OH OH LAGI 1,I FELT THE TREMORS YDAY BUT EARTHQUAKE WASNT IN MY MIND.LITERALLY.IM PART OF THE HISTORY.HEH HEH HEH.GTG.

let the pictures talk

it's a loooong day and i'm ABOVE happy :D one of the reason why i love holidays is because i have lots of things to do, to tell and to catch up with. my mind is an active volcano ;)

iqa is back from indo for raya break
and
a small makan2 was held at her house.



atielia's raya open house

p/s babe, aku da lupe gambar yg mane. hahaha. xpe aku pass kat kau nnti eh. you know i love you. xoxo

it's raining man

good foods

i planned to finish up my oral biology workbook and report this weekend but this is the time when open house invitations come in :) seriously, dah bekobar-kobar nak buat ni tapi one invitaion comes with more invitations. believe me!

sory books, i favour food more than u. i cant say NO to good foods. nanti nasi tu menangis ;p

go nyssa go!

mereka berkata

case 1 :blaja pasal gigi? ooo doktor gigi la ni... gigi makcik ni sakit la. agak-agaknye sebab ape? cube awk tgk skit.
the truth is : makcik, sy baru masuk blaja bulan 7 lepas. tggu lagi 5 tahun lah ye.

case 2 : blaja forensic? ooo mcm dlm tv crite csi tu ke? bestnye siasat-siasat org mati.
the truth is : makcik ni da terpengaruh dgn tv sgt ni. mmg la ade siasat- siasat tapi xde la exactly mcm csi tuh makcik oi.

case 3 : blaja jadi engineer? anak pakcik tu dah kaya jadi engineer. bagus-bagus. blaja rajin-rajin.
the truth is : blaja ape pun blh buat duit. yg penting usaha.

case 4 : blaja perladangan? asik masuk ladang je lah ni? besok-besok kaya ni. blh bukak ladang.
the truth is : xde la masuk ladang sgt. n bukan semua budak ladang end up bukak ladang makcik.habis la tanah kat malaysia ni klu mcm tu.

all we can do is smile cause if they had those chances like what we have nowdays, they will definately grab those oppurtunities.

thankful is the word

no more dots

baby im yours ;))

to farah sofia, i pun da lama nak tapi since it's bulan syawal, bulan memberi dan menerima, i dengan hati terbuka menerima je la kan ;p it's just a matter of time, babe :))

so sayang2 ku, lepas ni dah xde msg penuh dot dot dah okay. hahaha

familia

celebrating

celebrating my raya from today till the end of this week here at kajang/cheras houses. this is the time to collect more and more duit raya. i smell money darling. my smile doesnt stop till i get from the rest :)) i need more as i have lots of plan in my mind. next year's scuba trip is a must. blanja lagi banyak dari saving. kadang2 terlebih. how?

gimme more

i think i should cut off this crap before it gets worse. but when i'm about to leave it all behind, it came straight to my face. too lazy to tell the same story all over again. repeat the same line again and again. everything is perfect when we met and i thank you for that. if i have the chance to kill someone, your name appears first ;p

i think i'm falling for you

oh and to ex-jengkarians, read this. as i said, drop of tears at the end of my waterproof mascara. hahaha. jengka oh jengka. i should write a proper updates on jengka vs shah alam and to be honest, jengka wins my my heart in many ways.

mood : raya

r-a-y-a

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

LOVE YOU BANYAAAAAK BANYAAAAAK ;)


this is how we celebrate our 1st day of raya :)

im glad that i meet everyone here in terengganu. everyone means EVERYONE.

im waiting for another hug

annual fever

saya demam

demam nak raya
off for raya fever

the kampung-less lady


take care sweetheart and enjoy ur raya in UK


and celebrating raya with my new baby flats :)

till we meet again, love